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           All day contemplating the things that had happened, the tortoise need one day to keep silent, didn't talk to much like usual, she just did some activities that can made her was calming. The hare asked her why the tortoise didn't talk with her for one day even though there are so many stories to tell the tortoise but she can't cause the tortoise looks like thinking a lot about something. The tortoise just said that she was fine just feel something bad. The hare trust her.         In the night, the tortoise decided to forgot all the things that hurt her and pretend it never happened. Cause s he has  a hard shell that can protect her from enemies even she walks very slowly. That's why the tortoise thought that she will keep the hare which can hurt at some stage by others.          Next day, the tortoise act like usual, act like nothing happened between her and the hare. Laugh, play and...

         Today, I have a story about the hare and the  tortoise . They were living in the small forest, they only have each other. Someday, they met some of birds  which has its own beautiful color. Almost every time they do activities together and feeling enjoy. But, sometimes the tortoise feels something is up with the hare. She didn't know about that feeling and always try to ignore it.          The tortoise thought that she moved too slowly so the hare and the birds always play together without her. Or, the hare was more comfortable playing with the birds because she found her real environment, so she forgot about the tortoise. The tortoise couldn't say it to the hare, cause she was afraid to hurting her. So, she kept it alone and act like nothing happen.              The hare looks so happy, she laugh and always had more energy. It might be she has partner with one of...

          Alone... do you feel alone right now? Do you feel why things are always not nice to you? Are you the only one who feels it? Unfortunately there are other people who think the same as you right now.           Hurt, let down, betrayed, lied to and all kinds of tests given. But we aren’t the only ones being tested right now. In other parts of the earth, there must also be those who are struggling with their problems and trying to come to terms with reality. No need to go far, maybe the people closest to us are also feeling it right now. In fact, we aren’t the only people being tested.           People will be tested in different forms, shapes and times. Some are tested with loss, failure, heartbreak, disappointment, pain and etc. Trust me, He is always fair. The test given will not exceed our capacity. The test given allows us to climb to the next level of life.       ...

      Manusia dengan ego nya masing-masing. Manusia dengan hasrat dan keinginannya masing-masing. Seakan-akan dunia ini ada hanya berputar untuk dirinya sendiri, tanpa memperdulikan sekitarnya. Kenapa harus ada ego dalam kehidupan manusia? Apakah manusia tampak bodoh jika tidak memiliki nya? Apakah dipandang rendah jika mendahului ego orang lain terlebih dahulu dan membelakangi ego sendiri?     Aku, aku dan selalu aku.... salah satu bentuk manusia yang selalu mendahulukan ego nya sendiri. Apakah manusia sadar akan hal ini? Tidakkah manusia terlalu picik tanpa menyadari hal ini? Pernahkah manusia berpikir sekelilingnya pernah mengubur egonya sendiri untuk kepentingan kalian? Bukankah hal itu menyedihkan? Hanya untuk mewujudkan ego sendiri sampai harus menyiksa keadaan sekitar.     Benar bahwa manusia punya sudut pandangnya sendiri namun dunia juga punya dan mampu menciptakan berbagai sudut. Tidak bisakah manusia melebur sedikit dengan dunia dan mencoba ...

          Once again I was amazed by life, many thanks I say in my heart. Met nice people and surrounded by beautiful nature. Found peace and was able to grow into a better person than before. Always curious about what God is preparing for in the future, can't wait for it. Beautiful nature, beautiful people, beautiful experiences, beautiful memories and always beautiful His time.             Gratitude and praise will not please Him enough, as He always pleases me immensely. Make me beautiful that You view as noble, according to Your work in my life. Teach me to always hope only in Him. As He transforms these fears and worries, He's always able to calm me through His ways.

          "Ayo latihan!" teriak hati kepada pikiran. Kemudian logika memprosesnya agar muncul gerakan yang diinginkan. Seringkali hati berteriak namun tak kunjung ada tindakan. Sampai akhirnya ada keputusan untuk melaksanakannya di sini tempat berproses dan di waktu yang tepat untuk berlatih.           Keputusan ini bukan datang secara tiba-tiba, melainkan sudah lama direncanakan namun tak kunjung terlaksanakan. Banyak hal tertunda, banyak keinginan yang tertumpuk. Bergerak..... adalah cara untuk menghabiskan waktu panjang yang tak berujung. Rindu perlahan mulai menggerogoti tubuh. Takut akan membusuk akhirnya mulai bergerak dan berlatih. Menjadi sebuah cambukkan untuk tetap bangkit dan tak tenggelam dalam rasa yang hanya sebuah ilusi.               Berlatih dan bergerak, melakukan semua hal yang telah tertunda, merasakan semua hal baru yang hanya sebatas angan menjadi kenyataan. Hidup un...